Leia :: June 15, 1996 - December 03, 2008

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Ever since you went away, I have hoped and wished for a way to know that you are ok. For days my heart has been aching to see you and hold you in my arms again. I asked you for a sign. It was just a thought. But I quickly told myself it would be futile to think that way.

But today you sent me a message--a little rainbow amidst the clear, blue, and sunny afternoon sky. It's difficult to describe the feeling I felt but I felt something in my heart. I know it was you letting me know that you are fine and that I should no longer be sad.

I know in my heart that you are healthy and happy where you are. You are in a place where there is plenty of sunshine and there is a huge backyard for you to run and play in. I imagine you rolling in the grass because that was one of your favourite things to do. I see you running and playing with OJ, Hairy (yes, it's spelled that way), Candy, and Miko...and many other furry family members who are loved and missed by those here on Earth.

My heart warms to see you happy. You lived a full life. In human terms, you would have lived to a ripe old age of 84! Thank you for all the love and joy that you have brought to each one of our lives. You have touched many hearts. You have been the glue that has always brought our family together. Even in your passing you have helped us realize how important family is. We put aside all our issues and came together for you.

You came unexpectedly into our lives almost 13 years ago. You have been a vital part of our lives. We miss you dearly. But if there is one thing you have taught me, you showed me how to live in the present. To honour your life, and the joy and happiness you brought into my life, I will remember that lesson. I will remember to live in the present.

Thank you Leia and I love you. We will see each other someday. Until then, you will forever be in my heart.