Thursday, September 20, 2007
For months I've been trying to figure out what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. The work I'm doing right now has made me realize that it is important to me to be doing something that provides more value. By value I mean more than the bottom line. I want my work to mean something and make a difference. I don't want to be writing documentation that is not valued nor read by people. I want my voice and opinions to matter. I want to be able to use my knowledge and experience to make decisions that make a difference. I want to be more involved rather than tucked away in a dark cubicle.
In my search for meaningful work, I started taking steps backwards. I looked into dentistry, teaching, and even law again. All the reasons why I chose not to go down those paths before were still there; but I was still looking to do something to help others. That is why I was adamant about dentistry. At the time, I felt it was the best and only fit. However, I know my passion has always been teaching but I never want to be a teacher. So what do I do about that?
My sister helped counsel me. She said she saw me in a role where I taught in a corporate environment. That lead me to look into the area of learning and development. Through my research I found that it was an HR role. I did not want to go back to school to get a post grad in HR because the courses covered areas of HR that I was not interested in. Another option to get into learning and development is to get a certificate in the subject area but I didn't feel that the programs I found were comprehensive enough.
After a few weeks of searching, thinking, and obsessing about it, I decided to relax; I needed to breath more and allow things to come naturally. But I was just so afraid of becoming complacent; I didn't want to end up in a career that I didn't love, only to realize it 20-30 years from now when it is too late to make a change. However, I had to trust myself that I would not allow that to happen. I had to know myself enough to realize that I would never be someone who settled for less. So I took it easy. I decided that I would enjoy my time here at IBM and learn as much as I could. Most people find themselves in similar situations in their early 20s when they first get out of university. I'm at that stage...only later in life. So technically, I am on the right track.
A few weeks ago I happened to find EXACTLY what I'm going to do once I complete my internship. I found a Masters program at Concordia University in Education Technology. Here is a description of the program from the university's website.
The master's program in Educational Technology prepares a new breed of educator who can identify educational problems and apply new developments in psychology, information/communication and technology, management theory or systems analysis to solve them. The program prepares people for work as consultants, producers and evaluators of educational media, designers of instructional materials and systems, managers of learning resources, educational planners, and knowledge engineers in educational institutions and corporate or governmental training systems.
This is exactly what I want to do. The beauty of it is that the program has an internship option. I get to work with industry partners and apply the knowledge I gain from the program to real life. Plus, it is a step forward; I will be getting my M.A. rather than going backwards and taking more undergrad courses. AND I'll set myself apart from others who posses only a certificate in learning and development. And the bonus is I get to live in beautiful Montreal (I've never been there before).
I am extremely excited and hope I get in. I'll have a few months to learn French. Once I'm in, those who know me will have a place to stay when visiting moi in Montreal!!!







































